life
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Grandad, Yesterday was your celebration of life ceremony. It’s been almost two months that you’ve been gone, and I still have such a hard time believing it. Everyday, something brings me back to this cruel reality that I’m living in without you here. I never thought that I would lose you so soon, I always…
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I’ve been struggling a lot these past few weeks trying to find the point of continuing to engage with life outside of my immediate household. The world just seems to have gotten so cold and so heartless these past few years, and I think I’m struggling to accept that as I become more and more…
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Grandad, I’m writing this post a little bit differently than the ones I’ve written before. So far, I’ve written my thoughts as they come to me. The posts have been very personal, written to express my thoughts in a stream of consciousness, but I wanted to write this one to you directly. I need to…
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When I originally started my blog on New Year’s Day, my intention was to write daily. Obviously, that hasn’t happened. I’m feeling disappointed in myself for that, but it’s not like there wasn’t a good reason for it… My grandad died on Saturday, January 3rd, 2026. Well, actually, he was murdered. I still can’t bring…
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With how the year 2025 has gone, it’s not surprising that I’m ending the year in alone and in tears. I’ve spent so much of this year crying, so it seems only right that I’m ending the year this way. New Year’s Eve seems to have become a day where I’m overwhelmed by feelings of…
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